Life right now pretty much sucks. I am at a loss of what to do right now. My best friend in the entire world again has no will to live. How can you make someone see that they are important and that they matter? How can you tell someone that God does love all of his children, and that he does not just sit on the side lines? Whenever it seems to be looking like its getting better, something else comes along to hault the progress. I was told that God does not care about us at all. If he cared he would not take away people that we love and keep letting us suffer. He has the power to stop all the suffering and yet he does not. He just stands on the sidelines, or so she says. What do I say to this?
I know that he does not stand on the sidelines! He suffers through every single pain with us. We chose to come to this earth and to feel all this pain. We knew what we were getting into, and yet we still came. I know that we are never alone and that he does not enjoy watching us suffer, but he can't fix everything. Yes, he has the power to fix everything, but then we would learn nothing and never be a strong people. Without the suffering, pain,and sorrow, we would never know what it was like to not suffer or experience joy and happiness. I know all of this and tell it to her all the time, but it is not getting through. I pray for her everyday. I pray that I will know what to say to help her, I pray that she will know what to do to help herself, that her family will know what to do to help and that her therapist will know what to do to help.
I know that this gospel is true, and it pains me to see others suffer through life without it! I wish I could make them see all the good that is in their life! There is always gonna be bad in our life, but there is always gonna be good too! I know we need to more closely look at the good instead of the bad, but how do you make others do this. If all we look for is the bad, then that is all we are going to find. Life is full of so many blessings, and I wish people would look at that instead of the bad. "Wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of god and of all men..." "...ye must pray always..." "I cry into my God in faith, and I know that he will hear my cry." At this time I would like to ask all of you to please pray for my friend! Please help me to "cry unto (our) God in faith, and I know that he will hear (our) cry. Love you all and thank you!
4 comments:
Beautiful Brandie! Hang in there sweetie. All you can do is share your testimony with her. Remember, you can NOT fix this, turn it over to the Lord, he can handle the burden but you don't have to! Just live your life, tell your friend you love her, pray for her and don't let it weigh you down. You are loved! :)
Thank you Dej! It was just a really really bad night. I know I can't fix it, but it is so hard to just sit by and watch. I leave it in the lords hands most days, but some days I have a harder time than others. Thanks a billion and love you tons!!!
Brandie,
Your testimony is so beautiful. I'm sorry this has been so hard on you. The Lord has placed you in her life at this time to speak His words and to share your strong testimony of them. It is up to her now to listen and allow the spirit to touch her heart. All she needs is a desire to believe and to ask the Lord "...help thou mine unbelief" Stay strong and remember all the beautiful words you have written here in this post and remember that there are so many of us that love you.
"Be strong and of a good courage, be not afraid neither be thou dismayed for the Lord thy God is with thee wither so ever thou goest." You are never alone in this life unless you choose to be. I love you so much! I will be praying for you both. Please let me know if there is anything else I can do.
Love,
Mandy
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