"Remind me who I am..."

"When I lose my way, and forget my name Remind me who I am. In the mirror all I see is what I don't wanna be, Remind me who I am. In the loneliest places when I can't remember what grace is. Tell me, once again, Who I am to you...When my heart is like a stone, and I'm running far from home, Remind me who I am. When I can't received your love, afraid I'll never be enough, Remind me who I am." This is a song by Jason Grey. It hits everything on the spot. I don't know who I am anymore, and I hate everything about my self and my life. I'm miserable and hating every moment of it. This weekend sucks, and I feel so alone. Can't sleep, crying all the time. I have happy moments, but never happy days. I so want to be happy, and I just cant seem to figure out how. Getting help, but it has only been a couple of weeks. I know you can't change things over night, but I just want to be happy now. I want to love my self and what I have. Instead, I hate my self and can only wish for things to come, and not be grateful for what I have been blessed with now. I'm sinking in this deep dark pit of despair. Hoping things will get better, but see no light at the end of the tunnel. Just stuck at this point in my life.